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My life in 2019 at a glance — career(s)
Not your typical career performance review and reflection
Wow, what a pure coincidence that I posted an article on the exact date last year too (January 29th)!
Though this time it’s not so much about what i’ve learned, but more so what i’ve re-learned. I realized subconsciously I do still fall back into my “ugly” traits, especially during those moments of distress. And it’s funny how I gain a fresh insight every time I re-read the previous articles that I’ve written, it’s as if I’m taking advice from my younger self.
I mean, If I’ve learned to be more compassionate, more kind, less materialistic, less envious…basically all the things I’ve been told and want to do(with the gazillion self-help materials and self-reflection activities I engrossed myself in) in order to be “good”, and actually embody it every single day, every single second (because one would assume if you learned something, you would NEVER repeat the same mistakes again)…I would be God by now.
And obviously I’m not and never will be. Heck, even not even close.
For those that scorn at my inability to be a “wise, responsible” adult even with all the resources I’ve had presented to me, salute to you. May your name and glory be…